HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !

i hope you people are having a ball of a time,

unlike me, spending boring time at home,

getting a scolding by my father.

wth !

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS :

• - study hard, get good results.
• - grow taller (:
• - grow long hair (:
• - kick my bad habit !
• - get a handhandhandsome boyfriend. :D

this is officially the year 2008.

;D yay,

i hope this is a great year. a year with loads and loads of fun,

love and achievement !

i now wish every single human being on earth,

a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 !!

yesterday was a shitzzxzxxzxzzxzxzxzxzxzzxzxz day. it was so boring like shitzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzzz. i thought it would be fun, like any other parties, but i never thought her friends were so CHILDISH.
whats with playing catching, in a house ? and monopoly ? like wth !
damnit, i cant believe im saying this, but i so regret not going to nigel's party.
but, family comes first doesnt it ?
._.
*sigh
ohwell, and i think i found out that brandan's holy on sundays.
i think .
ohwell, whats over is over, i learnt my mistake,
trust your instincts !
:D

ohwell, i guess at this very point of time, im a huge turnoff.
im so turnoff i dont even want to look at myself in the mirror.

i was so bored this afternoon, bored like shitzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
so i asked brandan to accompany me, and he was still sleeping, at 3.
._.

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i guess thats all i wanna say for nowwwwww.


byeeezxxzxzzxzzxzxzxzxzxzxzzz !

WARNING!!
this post is extremely lame and stupid so dont read it if you dont like lame and stupid posts. thank you. (:

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this is a story of love, jealousy and friendship.

plays the hot guy

plays the bitch

plays the other bitch


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yangwenn and yantin are very good friends. not until they meet this very hot guy called ken that made them hate eachother and end up killing each other.

it all started when yangwenn went on a two week holiday vacation with her family to the states. it happened that ken was their tour guide. the moment she saw him, she fell into a deep love with him because he is so handsame and so hot. he is every girl's dream. the family and ken spent the whole two weeks together and yangwenn had an awesome time with him. they grew close and became good friends.

when yangwenn came back to singapore, she told everyone about ken. she said he was extremely handsome and hot but no one really believed her until..

one fine day, yangwenn picked up an msn conversation with yantin. she displayed a picture of him and her, that was when yantin went bongkas. he was drop dead gorgeous. the two girls started quarrelling over who he belonged to and soon, their friendship became sour. they continued spiking eachother with ken.

the two girls kept stalking one another's date with ken.

on yantin's date with ken..
the pair was walking through the lovely park when suddenly from behind, something pushed yantin and walked over her like a carpet on the floor. it was none other than yangwenn! she walked up to ken and held his arm and they together walked away. yantin was in such shock, she laid there the whole night.

and on yangwenn's date with ken..
the pair was on a one week vacation to new york. just after the aeroplane took off, yangwenn was pushed off the plane by none other than yantin through the small open window. yantin promised her that she would do that and so she really did. yangwenn was lucky as she landed on cotton candy clouds. it took her nearly a month to get back down on earth.

oh and the ending, ken two timed both of them. the girls decided to be generous so it was half half. they stopped destroying eachother and became good friends again. isnt it such a wonderful ending? hahahaa!!

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this story is dedicated to yangwenn.
here is your story wenn!! hahahaa!! :D

and credits goes to TAY YANTIN for making

this story. [ which is half true and half untrue ]

true : ken is hot and both girls like him

untrue : dates and pushing each other and killing.

._.

thanks yantin. (:

and why you name my pic as gffsdfsdf ?

._.

im so gonna get you for that.

:D

i slept at 1 yesterday night, due to some people who apperently forgot their house keys and are forced to stay at the playground. due to his boredom, he asked me out to accompany him and he gave loads of excuses & lies. HAHAHAHAHA. you cant fool me you dumb dumb.
and about the jade thingy, just give her up la, she has already rejected you. (''_)
you just cant accept the fact. just cant.
i wanted him to bring me to heeren to buy haivanas. but then he made up an excuse saying he had a party.
and i believed him, i believe you okay !!!
ohwell, at least i get to save 50 bucks. im going to buy it ANYWAY. i just have the urge to buy it asap. LOL.
ohwell. im so bored. bored. bored. when im bored, you NEVER accompany me one luh.
only when YOU bored then i accompany you. LIKE WHAT THE HELL !?
gagagaga, oh ken's coming back on MONDAYYYY. :D
hope he bought something for me,
and i guess im dreaming again.
damnit.

hello my readers (: i went to orchard ( again ) with simin, alex, janice and mark today.
its like my third trip to orchard this week. woah(!)
hahaha, so i didnt buy anything, kinda of a good thing as im trying to save money. (:
hohoho. okey dokes, im gonna continue uploading US tour pics. as promised. sorry for late posting. :(

look ma ! im a disney princess !

buzz lightyear ! come save us !

the famous, cinderella castle.
straight from the heart of america.

im the simpson's beer !

its a bird ! its a plane ! NO ! its a candycane !

BEN AND JERRY'S ON THE GO !

DUNKIN DONUTS !

LOVE THIS PICTURE !

our flight to orlando is cancelled due to a snowstorm in boston. :(

mad bus group photo 2 !
( look at brendan OMG )

mad bus group photo !

( look at me OMG )

myth says if you touch his shoe, you'll get smarter. (:

HAVARD UNIVERSITY :D

i wanna live in this type of environment when i grow up (:

KEN ! :D

and look at all that snow :)

the cutest snowman my tour buddies built with me,

and its copyrighted by SINGAPORE !

family ( without buttock, HAHAHA )

snowball buddy ! KEN ! :D

group photo ! ( without ken ) :(

toronto's CN tower (:

niagara falls closeup (:

niagara falls night view(:

family picture !

and so people, i hope you enjoyed my trip around the US.

i've got more pictures which are now currently being washed out.

i hope i can get it asap so i can scan it and get it posted up in my blog.

thanks for visiting ! :D

went out with hakim and pokswee and yantin yesterday. uh, i was tired yesterday, and i guess i wasnt as hyper as i used to be. well, at least not during the holidays. yea, so whatever, i forgot where we went .__.
LOL. and then i went home, supposed to meet * for homework but then * went home at 11pm, and i was sleeping alr.
ohwell, today maybe ? * has too.
anyway, i'll try to post the US photos asap alright.
im really lazy and its alot of photos. ALOT.
and well, i dont have alot of time nowadays.
hmmmmmmmmmm. ohwell.

sorry sorry, i know you guys still looking forward to the next post of my US tour pictures.
next post, i promise, its abt the niagara falls and orlando and boston and many many more actually.
but for today, its christmas !
and i got a new haircut.
i've never seen anyone in my current hairstyle.
and at first i thought it looked wierd.but, i can make a new fashion out of it yea. (:
HAHA. and i now notice that my hair is FRIGGIN CURLY.
what the hell.
ohgosh. well, as i said, i'll make a new fashion statement.
ihope. (".)
anyways, now its kinda of a average boring day,
apart from the fact that everybody else is celebrating christmas and my family is just ... spending a normal day, without going to work. yea. -_-
ohwell, i hope my new hairstyle will go well,
and people will like it.
but i swear, there will be some people who will totally be turned off by it,
and i wish, some people who will think its suitable for me and its nice.
:)
i wont post it on the blog yet, as i dont want comments on it yet.
thank you for your understanding.

heyoooooo people. i've had an outing today with my tour buddies, janice & mark & alex.
hahahaha.
actually, we met up with alex at orchard and before that we went to eat lunch at swensens, white sands.
hhaaha. we spent like $72 bucks altogether at swensens, and guess what, i paid.
well, mark paid $10 to help.
but anyways. we had lotsa fun today.
we went to buy many many stuff, and i gues i was the only one shopping.
LOL.
i went for christmas shopping.
i bought alot of stuff.
for yuning for shaozi for buttock for mother and for meemomee !
HAHAHA.
and im so happy. well, i bought most of the stuff on the way home.
ahaha, and alone.
ooh alone. actually, i kinda like shopping alone.
no one to tell you thats its so expensive, no one to stop you from buying what you want.
but shopping with friends are equally great.
(: yay.
oooh. how i miss them.
but sadly, i forgot to take pickors with them.
damnit.
well, US pickors in the next post !

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY !

& A HAPPY NEW YEAR !

we wish you a merry christmas,

we wish you a merry christmas,

we WISH you a merry christmas,

and a happy new year !!!

HELLO ! some of the us pics are out. not all though. the rest will be out soon, when i have time to continue posting. hmm. maybe the next post ? or the post after ? soon my friends. soon. (:

the world's largest chocolate bar, its real solid chocolate ~

the world's largest hershey kiss ! its real chocolate !

i have this large hershey kiss in my kitchen, ohyea.

heyo, president lincoln !

hershey chocolate world, my fantasy.

freedom is not free, maybe $800 ?

some mermorial hall. haha.

some place, i forgot. hha.

the white house, front view.

the white house, back view.

the liberty bell, with the huge crack.

TIMES SQUARE !

the visual lights at fifth avenue.

MANHATTAN MALL ~

janice, me and mark. (:

christmas tree at fifth avenue.

statue of liiberty !

WALL STREET ~

broadway !!!!

liberty street. (:


avenue of the americas.

ground zero, 9-11 bombing area, where the towers used to stand.

thanks for viewing ! more to come !

ohyea, i changed blogskins again. partly becos hazel's blogskin is somewhat the same layout. :)
ohwell, its kinda a cute blogskin too, this one, so, its worth the change. :)
oh man, cant wait to go buy some christmas presents & the memory card reader & go wifey's house tml.
OH I CANT WAIT.
such a busy exciting day ! ive had a few godamned boring days last week. and i cant wait to get worked up ! alright !
btw, i went to kae's house yesterday, and yanghee's friends, daughter passed away.
she was only 6. :( poor girl. she had a tumor in her brain. and her mom wrote a book for her. its about her life story, until she was 6. i almost cried after reading the book. its not any boring biography, its a biography of what she loves and loved.
here's the story, i took the initiative to type it out so i can share her story with the world.

Ashley

the little girl who loved

In memory of Ashley Koh Wen

There was once a little girl who loved everything about food.

Her name was Ashley. Ashley had big eyes, long curly eyelashes, rosy cheeks and a gurgling laugh.

Ashley did all the things children do.

She swam, she ran and sat on swings. She danced, she skipped and she played the piano.

But what she loved most of all was eating. She talked about food all the time. If she met you, she would ask you what you just had for lunch.

Ashley loved trying new foods. If she visited a restaurant for the first time, she would think very carefully before deciding what she wanted. If the food was delicious, she would put her fork down slowly and announce, " I am coming here again."

Ashley ate almost anything at anytime and anywhere ...

She ate at Chinese wedding banquets and loved that there were so many dishes.

She ate spicy roasted pork at a dingy little shop in Bali with flies buzzing around her food.

She ate glutinous rice dumpling at six o'clock in the morning.

But what Ashley truly loved was simple, homemade food. Especially her Granny's. Perhaps she could taste the love that went into the slicing, stewing and stirring. "Ah Ma, what are you cooking for lunch today ? "

she would ask her Granny, peering into the simmering pot.

A few hours later, Ashley would reappear in the kitchen and ask, " Ah Ma, what are you cooking for dinner today ? "

Ashley read Mummy's cookbooks as well as her own books. She would tell Mummy which dishes she liked, and Mummy would put a little flag on the page. Eventually, every page will be flagged.

Sometimes, Ashley would try making her favourite foods with Mummy's help. She made cookies, muffins and bread. She would put on her apron and kneel on the stool by the table, mixing, rolling, kneading. Soon, she would be all covered with flour. But she was happy, especially when people smiled when they ate her food.

Ashley realised food made people happy.

But, one day, Ashley fell sick.

When Ashley was in hospital, she was given minced meat porridge, For breakfast, lunch and dinner. The very same food for all three meals on all three days. Ashley was puzzled, so she decided to try and change things.

She filled in a feedback form. She said good things about the doctors and nurses. But, at the end of the form, she suggested that the hospital serve Japanese food as well, for variety.

Ashley could no longer play the piano or balance herself during ballet lessons. She could not eat as much as she used to. She fell over often, and her little brother would help her up.

Mummy and Daddy prayed. Ashley's friends and friends of Ashley's friend's prayed. Some of them had never met Ashley, but it did not matter. Everyone prayed very hard because they believed that God cared about Ashley. They knew that the God who made twinkling stars, the shining moon, the golden sun, the towering trees and the beautiful flowers also made Ashley. Ashley was special.

Ashley did not understand what was happening to her. But she continued telling everyone what she knew : that God loves them. And she was happy. She had a list of things to do. She wanted to attend school. She wanted to watch the Mary Poppins musical. She wanted to visit Leg0land.

She continued to tell Mummy to flag her favourite recipes. But Mummy told her that she would not be able to chew. " I will get well soon, Mummy. " She smiled.

One day, Ashley looked out of the window quietly for a long time. She gazed at the beautiful old church, with a cross on its grand steeple in the distance. And she wrote, " God is good. I love God. " She also drew a birthday card for her brother, and reminded Mummy and Daddy to celebrate her brother's birthday.

Then, on one particular day,

Ashley

stopped

eating.

She only wanted to sleep because She had a really bad headache. She slept and she slept and she slept.

While she slept, some people prayed for the first time in their lives. Many of them did not even know how to pray, but they prayed in a way they knew best. The most beautiful thing about prayer is that it changes us. We stopped being afraid and we learn to trust that everything will be well.

One morning, when it was drizzling and moist of us were asleep, God came to take Ashley home. Everyone was very sad. We did not understand why Ashley had to leave so soon.

The dining table was quiet without Ashley. It was very difficult to cook or eat without thinking of Ashley. Every time Mummy tried something new and delicious, she thought about how Ashley would have enjoyed it too.

But we have learned from Ashley that food is about sharing, celebrating and remembering. We remember that Ashley was always joyful. Ashley accepted her sickness with courage and grace. She trusted that God would make things right again in His special way.

So sometimes, when you are sad and things do not seem right, you can always trust that God cares about you. Remember always that God loves you. Much, much more than you or I can every imagine.

I know, because an angel told me so.

although Ive never met you Ashley,

i still pray for you, wherever you may be.

May you rest in peace Ashley.

hmm, i had a good day today. first i went to tuition, [ obviously pisses me off ] , then shaohong(cousin) wants to buy a maple prepaid from a 7-11 store and he said its his treat so i could buy anything i want. (:
so i bought the monthly teenage magazine. :) i didnt open it until ive reached home yea.
ohyea, when i reached home, my favourite tangyuan was waiting for me, :D and when i opened the teenage magazine, the posters included THE CLICK FIVE.
ohman, i was over the moon, my gosh. i immediatly peeled it off and pasted it on the wall. so whenever i look up while studying, all i see is them (:
alright !!!
then in the evening when to yanghee's(cousin) house to celebrate her husband's mom's birthday and christmas. :)
so had lotsa gifts yea. wow, and its all i wanted !! so, i no need to go shopping this month alr. :) yay.
and well, i guess im meeting mark on monday so buy the camera memory card reader with him, i dont know which to buy, so yea, he's help from god. thankyou. :)
alrights. cant wait to sleep now !!! :} byebye & goodnights people. :)
sleeptight.

fucked up

i seriously dont know whats the problem with you.
stop blaming others for thw mistakes you make alright.
i really detest that kind of attitude, an attitude that is downright wrong.
when you want to eat my stuff, can you please show some respect to me and ask ?
especially when i bought it ffom the states and me, myself havent eaten it yet ?
ESPECIALLY WHEN I WANT TO GIVE THOSE STUFF TO MY FRIENDS ?
you have no bloody respect and manners at all.
all you know how to do is eat, sleep and play computer games.
lazy. its what i call you.
seriously. and now, my mother giving me a tongue lashing becos you,
this little wimp, went crying to your mommy.
how, childish.
and now,
my mother is trying to be miss nice guy, acting big.
telling her friends that i have many secondary 1 textbooks unwanted.
and so, she told them that she had many many to give them.
end up, she's scolding me becos i dont have enough textbooks.
like, what the hell kindoff reason is that ?
makes no sense.
just admit it mother,
you love the feeling of acting big and blame it all on others,
just like her.
wow, great.
now everyone's blaming me.

and how i hate my life right now,
for im sweating in the singapore heat, for now i crave and miss the cold chilly weather in the states.
and for how much i miss the tour group. oh man, i miss them so much , i really feel like hopping onto a hotel bed and playing indian poker with those guys again !
:(

spirits up high

my mood was kinda dampened this morning. maybe because of my moodswings nowadays.
its becoming more common. freaky !! alrighty.
haha, now that ive bathed in super cold water, i think i feel much better.
now, i think my moodswings are due to my jetlag, and the feeling of not being used to some things back in singapore.
in the states, the weather is shivering cold. singapore is sweating hot.
in the states, the towels i use are thick and long, kinda robe-like. my towels in singapore are thin and short. like normal cloth.
in the states, the bathing water i use are warm-hot. in singapore, the bathing water i use is cold to very cold.
im just not used to it anymore.
i want the comfy hotel beds and bouncy pillows.
not the thin mattresses and dirty pillows.
*sigh.
im getting more and more spoilt.
now i know, the difficulty of travelling so often,
to some, its a bless as they get to travel around the world.
to others, its hell as they must get used to all kinds of environments , foods , culture, currency and language.
travelling is not as easy as you think it is people.
to me, its kinda like both,
i like to travel, yet the difficulties when you come back and get jetlags.
its not a very nice feeling, its hard, it makes you feel restless, bored and lonely.
especially when you travel with a tour group for a long period of time, like 2 weeks.
you get to know them so much, you get close to them, like their your besties.
i cried when i was at the airport.
not half and hour passed and i was already crying like mad.
now, back in singapore, how much i crave to get to travel with them again.
to catch up with them again, to talk, to laugh, to eat, to play poker, to drink disgusting stuff...
i miss you janice, mark, ken, brendan, bertran.
i miss playing indian poker with you dudes.
i really do.
catch up sometime alrights ?

jetlag sucks !

oh man, its 4 in the morning ! ohyea, im listening to the song now, & its really 4 in the moring.
i cant sleep anymore luh.
i reached singapore at 8 am, and slept at 2 pm till 2 am. and i ate my late dinner, and here i am, blogging at 4.
eeew, jetlag sucks !
hmmm, i talked to ken and mark on msn, and started writing testis to janice.
haha. :)
im so bored.
lets change blogskins:)

HOLIDAY TRIP.

hello once again people ! its been two weeks since i last posted becos im on holiday. yea (:
i went to the states and canada and florida (:
the flight was from singapore to frankfurt to new york.
new york was our first destination. the rest of the tour wasnt there yet cos we took an earlier plane there first (:
we stayed in holiday inn expressway for 2 nights. it was actually in new jersey, edison.
but its NEAR new york (:
we ate applebees for dinner and macdonalds for lunch. (;
in the states, every two persons must share a room, no more. so i shared with my sister of cos. (:
we went to the liberty island to see the statue of liberty the next day. we took a ferry there, and darn, it was COLD. we had a great view of new york city and manhatten city on the ferry. (:
at first i thought the statue of liberty was a slim lady. never did i thought she was FAT.
no joke, serious.
then we went to times square, where giselle from enchanted came out from the drain.
yea (:
its was WOW-NESS, the night lights were simply enchanting .
then we saw a naked cowboy, literally.
ahah, then we went to fifth avenue, and shopping madness officially began. (:
then we ate dinner at a chinese restuarant.
we also went to a local hypermarket for a small shopping spree.
bought mini marshmallow and HUGE gumballs.
hah ! & then when im on the tour bus, i saw this shop ; ' hair cuttery'.
it made my face go .____.
ps: THE TOUR GUIDE, ken, is hot, no doubts about that :)
on the 3rd day, we went to philedelphia and washington d.c. , :)
in philedelphia, we went to see the liberty bell, which currently has a huge crack on it.
and then we played snow. haha, with ken. (:
i aslo learnt quite a history from it yea.
we went for dinner at another chinese restaurant again(!).
& outside the restuarant was a typical american toy machine,
where you insert coins and push the slot and a card comes out.
i didnt know how to manage it so i got laughed at.
HUMPH.
at washington, we went to the white house, the back & front (:
we went squirell chasing, [ meaning me and alex ].
& we went to president lincoln's memorial hall.
then we went to stay at hilton homewood suite's to spend the night.
then we went to the hersheys chocolate world. YUM YUM.
& i bought alot of hershey products.
such as a BIG hershey chocolate bar,
big sized hershey kisses. its WAY bigger then normal kisses. i swear.
then we went to the niagara falls,
it was unusually cold. maybe because of the waterfalls ( duh ! )
& then ken say i got pretty eyes ! and his room was next to ours,
with a connecting door ! :D
ahaha, ken told me a secret and i did too.
we swore not to tell anybody and hooked pinkies(: yay.
then we went to toronto's CN tower and played snow.
it was snowing heavily so the snow was ankle deep.
hah, snow fight. with janice and mark and brenden and ken and simin and alex and me.
wonderful times.
then we went to ottawa's thousand islands.
and ken & i built the cutest snowman ever !
and then we played snow again, madness wow-ness.(:
then we took a long bus ride back,
well, we take long bus rides every single day, no complaints. :)
then we went to montrea city, & took a picture with ken. :)
quebec city was next, im telling you guys, it was BEAUTIFUL there.
heavy falling snow. :)
then we went to a english buffet to eat ( finally ! )
and each of us, simin, sissy & i took a picture with ken (:
then mark and alex keep poking fun at me ! say i like ken.
but i do ! HAHA.
then that night we had a party at ken's hotel room.
haha, we played heart attack poker and guess the number on the card game,
losers have to drink our invention
consisting of : coffee powder, beer, sprite, coke, coffee cream powder, crushed potato chips, walnuts and many more. haha, and it always tasted like vomit, no joke.
the first cup i drank, made me puke a little, but i swalloed it anyway. (:
then another night,
we had another party, at ken's room again !
lol ! but this time we played indian poker.
HAHAHA.
with janice, mark , brenden, ken, simin and me.
the winner has to choose a forfeit for the loser.
one of my forfeits were to hug ken.
:D thanks winner !!
we went to havard university and MIT university.
AND I SAW BERKLEE COLLEGE OF MUSIC !
yay. finally. it was a snow storm there. total disaster.
when in the boston airport, it was still snow-storming. hmm.
our plight was cancelled. DAMN. & i cried becos i missed the tour people so much.
we're leaving them to go to florida. *cries.
BORED. but we got our flight back, it wasd delayed for 6 hours.
DISASTER.
when we reached florida,
the weather was hot, like singapore.
oh, did i tell you that the first half of my trip, [ before florida], was cold like SHIT.
my toes almost fell off.
but im florida, it was cold at night.
we went to the universal studios first.
wow, we played 'revenge of the mummy' indoor roller coaster,
i couldnt get enough of it, so i played twice.
it was scary ! :)
then we went to the magic kingdom in disneyworld.
then the sea world on the next day,
sea world was great, but orlando's largest and highest roller coaster, kraken, was closed for maintenence the whole month.
DAMNIT.
but we loved the 'journey to atlnatis' water roller coaster.
i sat it 5 times !
and i was drenched from head to toe, shivering,
so i bought a whole new set of clothes.
WOW-NESS.
and then home sweet home.
we sat 3 transit flights home, from orldando international airport to jfk airport in new york, then to frankfurt then home.
:)
I LOVE MEEMOMEE.
* the above journals and written in my travellers journal. :) *
pictures will be posted soon, my printer cant read the memory card. ):
bear with it people. im sorry for the inconvenience caused.

heyhey people,
going off today,
:D in like 2hrs time :D

boo:(
why am i feel so darn sad ?
i should be happy for that im travelling soon.
-_-
this is so weird.

aww mann, im gonna go overseas soon people !
now im home aloneeeee. BAHAHA.
im going to usa in like.. 3 days.
aww crap.
BUT NEVERMIND !
ahaha.
1 day before i fly off.... WHAT IS IT ?
class bbq :D
yeaaa.
still get to see you people one last time :)
hahahah.
i'll buy souveniers for all people :)
all 13 girls and 3 more special girls. :)
wantien , melissa and rongming :)
ohyea,
ermermerm,
im flying off to new york, orlando , florida , washington, philadelphia, buffalo, toronto, ottawa, montreal, quebec city & BOSTON.
oh thats a hell lot of places.
BAHAHA BOSTON,
THE CLICK FIVE'S HOMETOWN <33333
hahah.
oooh im so excited people.
bahahah,
DISNEYWORLD AND PICTURES GALORE !
:DDDDDDD
thats a total of a 2 week holiday.
omg i'll miss you guys & my dog.
:(((((
i'll buy something luh :)