spirits up high

my mood was kinda dampened this morning. maybe because of my moodswings nowadays.
its becoming more common. freaky !! alrighty.
haha, now that ive bathed in super cold water, i think i feel much better.
now, i think my moodswings are due to my jetlag, and the feeling of not being used to some things back in singapore.
in the states, the weather is shivering cold. singapore is sweating hot.
in the states, the towels i use are thick and long, kinda robe-like. my towels in singapore are thin and short. like normal cloth.
in the states, the bathing water i use are warm-hot. in singapore, the bathing water i use is cold to very cold.
im just not used to it anymore.
i want the comfy hotel beds and bouncy pillows.
not the thin mattresses and dirty pillows.
*sigh.
im getting more and more spoilt.
now i know, the difficulty of travelling so often,
to some, its a bless as they get to travel around the world.
to others, its hell as they must get used to all kinds of environments , foods , culture, currency and language.
travelling is not as easy as you think it is people.
to me, its kinda like both,
i like to travel, yet the difficulties when you come back and get jetlags.
its not a very nice feeling, its hard, it makes you feel restless, bored and lonely.
especially when you travel with a tour group for a long period of time, like 2 weeks.
you get to know them so much, you get close to them, like their your besties.
i cried when i was at the airport.
not half and hour passed and i was already crying like mad.
now, back in singapore, how much i crave to get to travel with them again.
to catch up with them again, to talk, to laugh, to eat, to play poker, to drink disgusting stuff...
i miss you janice, mark, ken, brendan, bertran.
i miss playing indian poker with you dudes.
i really do.
catch up sometime alrights ?