fucked up

i seriously dont know whats the problem with you.
stop blaming others for thw mistakes you make alright.
i really detest that kind of attitude, an attitude that is downright wrong.
when you want to eat my stuff, can you please show some respect to me and ask ?
especially when i bought it ffom the states and me, myself havent eaten it yet ?
ESPECIALLY WHEN I WANT TO GIVE THOSE STUFF TO MY FRIENDS ?
you have no bloody respect and manners at all.
all you know how to do is eat, sleep and play computer games.
lazy. its what i call you.
seriously. and now, my mother giving me a tongue lashing becos you,
this little wimp, went crying to your mommy.
how, childish.
and now,
my mother is trying to be miss nice guy, acting big.
telling her friends that i have many secondary 1 textbooks unwanted.
and so, she told them that she had many many to give them.
end up, she's scolding me becos i dont have enough textbooks.
like, what the hell kindoff reason is that ?
makes no sense.
just admit it mother,
you love the feeling of acting big and blame it all on others,
just like her.
wow, great.
now everyone's blaming me.

and how i hate my life right now,
for im sweating in the singapore heat, for now i crave and miss the cold chilly weather in the states.
and for how much i miss the tour group. oh man, i miss them so much , i really feel like hopping onto a hotel bed and playing indian poker with those guys again !
:(